I am so frustrated with you.  the decisions you are making are terrible.  i don’t know when you stopped trying to be a good kid and stopped caring.  maybe its cause of him idk.  you don’t treat your friends very well anymore but then you act like you do.  you pretend you don’t realize what you are doing but you do.

I am frustrated to tears.  I put in all of this effort and I’m constantly overwhelmed but “i am not going a very good job.”  I know it is just a stupid high school club but it was really important to me to get in.  I have good enough grades, good enough community service, and good enough involvement in the school.  I try so hard but whats the point?   no one takes it or me seriously. i am not even a good enough write to articulate how disappointed/upset i am about this.

I aammm soooo sttreesseeddd ouuutt. 

No you did not to get to call me crying and saying you miss me.  you do not get to try and make me feel guilty. i have been putting up with this bullshit for as long as i remember.  if you are so sad then do something about it.  don’t make me drop everything and change my life when you are the one who is having problems.  you aren’t the only one in this situation.  grow up.  wonder why our relationship is so shitty? that conversation pretty much summed it up.